my best intentions keepp making a mess of things =[

am i being nice? desperate? a pushover? or all three??? haiz~ just because HWMNBN asked me to send money i send d, what do you call that??? hoping dat ★ will use it to sms me maybe? but NOOOOOOOOOO! =3= instead HWMNBN offers to pay me back tomorrow, WHAT WAS I SUPPOSED TO SAY TO THAT? how desperate m i *sigh